the bad guy was defeated

todays recommendation listening: Like The Movies, by Laufey.

i dont watch a lot of movies though i like movies..

its not that i dont like movies, but more like i dont like to start things that i cant finish. and there are two reasons why i may struggle to finish a movie:

#1 its too much time of commitment, an hour into a movie like i need to go to do this and that and so forth. or i start a movie before bed and i fall asleep before finish it, you know.. because its again, its a big time commitment.

#2 its simply i dont like the movies, 30 minutes in and im like.. this movie is so awful. its actually uncomfortable for me to watch because its just so bad and i dont like the movies so i want turn the movie off. but the problem for that is, when i start something, i feel like i have to finish it, if i dont finish it my brains like “no you cant do that thats failing”

i know its a contradictory things. but yeah, working on that for sure.