look, its going to be a quick write. because im in the middle of back-to-back meeting. but theres something that needs out of my chest.
i was never gonna let anybody get by me without understanding, because we dont know they might be hurting inside, suffering inside, racked in agony, or be upset about anything that has been pass and gone in our lives. what i know is, because life, its hard. its a real hard.
dating is so odd, isnt it? i mean, we are all strangers essentially. so how is it ever possible to truly feel safe with someone? i suppose you cant. one of my best friend said, that intimacy was all about leaving yourself open to being attacked, isnt that horrible?
i mean, it does make you realize how scary it is, allowing yourself to be intimate again. i mean, you really do have to be brave. you need to be brave enough to let someone wonderfully love you, without fear of being hurt and without fear of being safe.
that healing isnt linear, too many ups and downs. the gaping hole will remains there, and that supposedly fine? you cant force destiny, if its gonna happen, its gonna happen. no matter how tightly you hold on, its already gone.
“Sometimes, things have to fall apart to make way for better things.” — Ted Mosby.
i lose the sight of a fact, in relationship, you choose to be with someone, who is inherently living with their own reality. someday we’ll together and reconcile our past rights and wrongs, for now, this distance will suffice.